Shannon Falls, August 2012

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Too Much on the Mind

Ever have so much on your mind that you're not sure where to even begin? The bad part is, as much as I want to share some of it, I can't. So now that I have your curiosity up, I'll just post vague references to what I'm thinking:

-unhappy with my weight
-feeling left out (this is too broad to explain)
-anxiety over the new school year
-anxiety over having Hayden dropped at daycare by 6:30 AM
-jealousy (again, too broad)
-parenting is wonderful...and amazingly difficult
-frustration with stupidity and double standards
-lack of professionalism

There are others, but you get the idea. I'm not perfect, I struggle, and I hold on to things w.a.y too long. I stress, get overanxious, and worry constantly. These are issues I know get the better of me way too often. I have a great deal to work on, but that's where I stand.